in a moment of silence , where peace of mind is present.. I take a deep breath and remember how lucky i am to have such parents , family .. how lucky i am to be muslim who has principles and a logic way of life ..
I go through the quran and read it , that s where i forget everything .. i mean EVERYTHING ...
Belive me , im now sooo relaxed and i say 2 the coming surprizes ( goood and bad ) : YOU ARE MORE THAN WELCOMED I dunno exactly the reason that made me connect at 5.30 in the morning to write this.. By the way, i didnt sleep .. i didnt use my alarm clock 2 wake up 4 prayer. i was awake all the time , just asking my self several question ..many whys , whens , whats.. Well ,Yesterday was full of surprises for me , i didnt go 2 work , i felt sick , so i swiched the mobile off and forgot about my colleagues at work and other responsablities..
At lunch time , i got an unexpected call from abroad... I just hope things will get clearer in next few days.. this call was encouraging In the evening time, mum abliged me to go to medical center, she got bored watchin me coughing all day .. so i went there just for her, because i really hate such places.. and there , i kept argueing with the doctor, i didnt like the way he talked 2 me .... later at night , i had a small conversation that turned my head up and down..It was a real nice surprise , but .... Anyway , i ll keep remebering this day, because it was special, it broke the daily routine, it carried nice surprises.... so i am a famous persone i am such a super star ...but i live in a place that doesn't let me be in my self because my envernement it is open .so i want to put my photos in this site for show people who i am ....thank's. there are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them , dream what you want to dream ; go where you want to go ; be what you want to be ; because you only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do . may you have enough happiness to make you sweet , enough trials to make you strong , enough sorrow to keep you human , enough hope to make you happy . always put yourself in others shoes if you feel that it hurts you , it probably hurts the other person , too . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything ; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way . happiness lies for those who cry , those who hurt , those who have searched , and those who like everyone in the world.
Before saying something I would like you to know who I am ? what I really like to do?and what I want in the future?